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Name: Angela
Location: Fuquay-Varina, North Carolina, United States
Birthday: 1/17/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: Duran Duran <3 80s. Techno/trance. Vampires. Cheesecake. Biting. Scratching. Making out. Darkness. Blacklights. Strobelights. Incense. Candles. Alcohol. Parties. Euphoric fun. Coffee. much more.
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AIM:  xVampire Lustx
Yahoo:  vampira787
Member Since:
2/9/2004
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| Been a lil while since my last entry. Still on that job hunt. And its so irritating. I've had countless interviews, but for whatever reason nobody seems to want to hire me. *frowns* I'm back in the single life, as usual. Which was my choice, actually. And its ok. I've pulled away from the social life on a whole the past 2 weeks, and its been wonderful. I hate to have others stress me out, especially when I've got plenty of stress as it is. I have a doctor appointment tomorrow to get back on anxiety meds and anti-depressants. Its been a long time coming, and it took several horrible, random moments/nights/days to realize it. So I'm pretty excited for this, honestly. My head has been clear lately. My direction in life seems to be on the right track. And I feel good. Hoping things continue to fall in line. | | |
| Time for an update. So, previously mentioned guy and I are still good friends. In some weird twists, he and his ex are back together and Dennis and I are now dating. Went to see Twiztid in concert in Charlotte on February 28th. Had an amazingggg time! So much fun. Best night I've had in a long, long while. Dan Roar passed away March 10th. He was such a wonderful person, and such a great friend. Its so crazy, and so sad. And then a friend of Dennis' from Gumby's, whom I had met, passed away just the other day also. Craziness. Still on the job hunt, and I really need to find something. My car insurance expires the 31st. If I don't have a job before then, no more driving for Angela. I'm stressing like crazy. Hoping things fall into place soon. .... | | |
| So there's this guyyyyy...
He's a total sweetheart. He's fun. He makes me laugh. He makes me smile just looking at him. He gives me butterflies. He's intimidating, but in a good way. He's intriguing.
The situation is a bit sticky because of previous relationships/situations on both parts.... but we're taking things slow and I guess we'll just see what happens. Needless to say, I'm feeling pretty giddy... and I hope there's more to this in time to come. | | |
| Isn't it crazy how quickly things change? I don't know what to do with myself anymore. No direction seems to be the right way. In the midst of my own personal issues, I have no outlet. I don't talk with people anymore. I don't go out anymore. Maybe moving would be the right way? Things will work out... somehow. They have to. I intended to write so much more, but my sickly self doesn't feel up to it anymore. | | |
| I haven't been on here in a long time! Goodness. So lots has happened, yet nothing too significant to report. I'm back working at Ollie's. This happened mid-August. I'm so glad. Finally paying off my debts and getting back on my feet. It feels wonderful. My social life really doesn't exist much. But right now, its really ok. Halloween is on the horizon, yet I don't forsee myself doing much of anything. Unfortunately. Last Halloween was horrible. My kitty died <3 I can't believe its been a year. I was hoping to make something of the day this year, so we shall see. About a month ago now, my sister and Candace found a lil kitten by one of our neighbor's houses. Clearly homeless, we took him in, without intending on keeping him. Though my parents became attatched like Steph and I already had. So he's here to stay *smiles*. His name is Chester. He's the same color as my kitty that had passed, minus the white paws. He's precious. My other kitty Sonoma has adopted him. Makes me so happy. Steph is doing pretty well. Struggling in the job department, though she has 2 jobs, its just the hours and other bullshit that she's struggling with. But there are possibilities for change, so thats good. Parents are doing well too, I suppose. Hmm. I guess thats really all I have to say for the time being. Till next time... ~ | | |
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